-anger managment program-

salam alaik,

for this post I'll be writing in English. hope you don't mind and please don't bother about the grammar.. I know I'm kind of BAD at it..

anger.. all of the creatures that ever exist in this blue globe have this kind of feeling. yes, even animals. people tend to exert their anger on many occasions. yes even the cool ol' me has that feeling deep down inside. you might wonder why on earth I want to write about this. even though with the SPM just around the corner.
well let just say that I wish not to ponder too long on the SIJIL PANDANGAN MANUSIA.. hey every human beings are bright in their own ways right? it's not about whether you'll be getting straight A+s or none at all. remember and keep this in mind, we only live for our LORD. not the parents( although we should try to cherish them in any ways that are possible) , not the teachers, not even the so called society. nope. we live to glorify our LORD. that's mean we still must try our best but don't lose yourself at it... okay I think I've been a long way astray from the topic..

the prophet once being asked to give an advice.. a simple advice.. well, do you know what he said.. it is simple alright. only consist of three word..

don't be angry..
(is that a 4 words sentences?? never mind..)

as stated by imam an-Nawawi; a MOSLEM is those who has great characteristics, gentle, shy, humble, loving to others, has a true man virtue that is has the guts to bear difficulty, will not hurt others, give forgiveness when he has the right to be return it, patient over distress, could control his anger when others made mistakes toward him and can show a happy face on every occasions...
urgh.. it's truly hard to be a moslem.. it's seem like we must be absolutely good, trough and trough.. but we do live for Allah, not for ourselves(where you get that in mind) so it's not absurd to think that we must a least try to fulfill all those above and don't ever forget the DOs and DON'Ts. o, I totally forgot, ar-Rasul never get angry but none can get in his way when it came about Allah's sake.. get it..
well let' try to our best.. it's not easy on me too.. those who know the true me may understand and I seek all of your forgiveness if ever I hurt you all mental and physical.. :p wish me luck in the coming exam and to all you too for the never ending test of Dunya.. ganbatte!!

(this one post sure a loooooooong one, anyway thanks for reading it!)

sekadar ganjaran atau cinta..

salam alaik,

saat ana menulis ini, bulan yang disayangi seluruh umat Islam bakal meninggalkan kita.. asif ye lambat update.. sibuk trial dunia.. dan saat ana post bulan itu telah meninggalkan kita..entah bila bakal bersua.. moga dengan tiba syawal kita koreksi diri kita kembali..

cukupkah segala ibadah kita..

hmm.. berkata tentang ibadah, baru2 ini ana diminta mengupas tentang sesuatu.. saat itu tanpa sedar ana terfikir akan hakikat sebenar kita beribadah..

ana nak ajak antum berfikir kenapa sebenarnya kita beribadah.. apa matlamat sebenar kita.. apa yang kita nak di akhir perjuangan kita nanti... sedarkah antum dalam diam sebenarnya kita tersilau dengan ganjaran yang BOSS kita janjikan, tapi apakah yang Tuhan kita nak kita sedar.. kita sering berkata bahawa dalam Islam penekanan tauhid rububiyyah itu dan tauhid uluhiyyah itu penting. tapi sedar tak kita yang ssebenarnya hampir kebanyakkan kita masih belum mampu mencapai tahap uluhiyyah yang sebenar...

apa itu uluhiyyah? ana rasa kebanyakkan kita tah apa maknanya. tapi secara ringkas bagi yang tidak tahu, uluhiyyah itu umpama satu hubungan atas dasar cinta semata.. antara kita dan Kekasih kita.. Tuhan kita.. rububiyyah pula umpama hubungan antara Boss dan pekerjaNya.. aka hambaNya, kita..

bagi ana antara dua ini.. tak pelah antum cuba try tafsir apa ana nak sampaikan.. mana antum rasa lagi manis..

andai antum mempunyai seorang pekerja, siang malam dia bekerja demi antum.. kerana antum suruh dia bekerja dan kalo dia buat maka dia dapat ganjaran kalo dia ingkar antum akan hukum dia.. maka dia beramal.. ops, maka dia bekerja kerana nak ganjaran dan kerana takut antum akan hukum dia.. dia korban masa, penat lelah utk antum agar antum gembira dan beri ganjaran lebih... sayang tak antum pada pekerja antum yang taat ini?? mestilah kan sebab apa antum minta dia akan tunaikan..

ok, situasi kedua, antum masih punya seorang pekerja tapi orang ni dia tetap lakukan segala yang antum minta bukan kerana antum akan beri ganjaran padanya tapi kerana dia sayang antum dan dia nak antum gembira dan dia akan berasa sangat gembira jika antum pun sayang dia.. dia tak kisah seburuk mana layanan antum pada dia, dia tak kisah antum nak hukum dia walau dia dah buat yang terbaik kerana rasa cintanya pada antum melebihi segalanya.. nah kalau pekerja begini pula sayang tak antum??

mana antum lebih sayang?? Allah itu mulia, kemulianNya mengatasi segalanya... maka setakat mana kita beramal utkNya?? ana cuma menulis mengajak kita semua berfikir apakah tahap amal kita selama ini...fikirkanlah...

akhir kata, selamat beribadah dan selamat merayakan hari kemenangan kita setelah diuji selama sebulan dengan gembira... kalaulah kita layak utk merayakannya... dan persiapkanlah diri kita seperti mana sahabat utk ramadhan hadapan.. kalau kita dapat bersua..

apa pun selamat hari raya!!! minal aidin wal faizin..
berkata ar-Rasul: barangsiapa yang menghidupkan
kedua2 malam raya, hatinya tidak akan mati
pada hari matinya hati-hati...