pergilah kasih, pergilah sayang...

salam alaik,
alhamdulillah dalam beberapa hari lagi pertarungan dalam mencapai pangkat terbaik individu dalam SIJIL PANDANGAN MANUSIA akan berakhir... tapi saat itu juga menandakan berakhirnya saat ana akan bersama teman2 seperjuangan... teman yang ada ana kenal seawal usia 6 tahun lagi.. entah bila kita akan bersua kembali...
begitu juga dengan guru2 yang telah banyak menabur jasa. mengajar ana apa itu kehidupan dan apa itu pengorbanan... jasamu takkan dapat ana ganti walau ana punya harta sebesar matahari dan bulan... moga Allah merahmati dan menjaga kalian di atas jalan yang benar sentiasa hingga ke akhirnya...


tamatnya hari itu, bermakna gradusinya ana dari madrasah yang mengenalkan ana apa itu tarbiyah yang sebenarnya.. madrasah yang juga mengenalkan ana akan hakikat manusia itu tidak sempurna walau dia seorang guru yang paling ana sanjungi... ana cuma mengharap agar mereka yang ana sayang itu kembali pada al-Quran.. bukan pada sesetengah ayat tapi ke seluruhan al-quran itu sendiri dan juga hadits ar-Rasul... robeknya jiwa, koyaknya hati, hancurnya diri saat melihat sesuatu yang kita sama2 ingin bina mula jatuh tanpa kita sedari akibat ketaksuban dan ketidak sabaran kita... maaf adik2 yang ana kasihi andai ana zalimi hak antum & antunna dalam mencapai tarbiyah yang terbaik utk diri antum & antunna.. asif..

buat teman semua, ana doakan kita semua dapat apa yang paling baik di sisi Allah untuk kita dan ana doa kita semua punya iman yang teguh dalam menghadapi apa jua keputusan yang telah Allah tetapkan.. amin... agar kita antara yang bersyukur..

-anger managment program-

salam alaik,

for this post I'll be writing in English. hope you don't mind and please don't bother about the grammar.. I know I'm kind of BAD at it..

anger.. all of the creatures that ever exist in this blue globe have this kind of feeling. yes, even animals. people tend to exert their anger on many occasions. yes even the cool ol' me has that feeling deep down inside. you might wonder why on earth I want to write about this. even though with the SPM just around the corner.
well let just say that I wish not to ponder too long on the SIJIL PANDANGAN MANUSIA.. hey every human beings are bright in their own ways right? it's not about whether you'll be getting straight A+s or none at all. remember and keep this in mind, we only live for our LORD. not the parents( although we should try to cherish them in any ways that are possible) , not the teachers, not even the so called society. nope. we live to glorify our LORD. that's mean we still must try our best but don't lose yourself at it... okay I think I've been a long way astray from the topic..

the prophet once being asked to give an advice.. a simple advice.. well, do you know what he said.. it is simple alright. only consist of three word..

don't be angry..
(is that a 4 words sentences?? never mind..)

as stated by imam an-Nawawi; a MOSLEM is those who has great characteristics, gentle, shy, humble, loving to others, has a true man virtue that is has the guts to bear difficulty, will not hurt others, give forgiveness when he has the right to be return it, patient over distress, could control his anger when others made mistakes toward him and can show a happy face on every occasions...
urgh.. it's truly hard to be a moslem.. it's seem like we must be absolutely good, trough and trough.. but we do live for Allah, not for ourselves(where you get that in mind) so it's not absurd to think that we must a least try to fulfill all those above and don't ever forget the DOs and DON'Ts. o, I totally forgot, ar-Rasul never get angry but none can get in his way when it came about Allah's sake.. get it..
well let' try to our best.. it's not easy on me too.. those who know the true me may understand and I seek all of your forgiveness if ever I hurt you all mental and physical.. :p wish me luck in the coming exam and to all you too for the never ending test of Dunya.. ganbatte!!

(this one post sure a loooooooong one, anyway thanks for reading it!)